Hello there! I'm Chale the site admin but you can call me Nathan or Erik.

I'm from Turkiye, i love being a turk. Discord is banned here so if you want to chat add me from Instagram, im not really active in Discord but you can still add me @v0je I'm in a lot of fandoms, but my current loved ones are the Persona series, Aku no Hana and Identity V.

I'm usually free to chat. Feel free to say hi, i dont bite :D


Here are some more things about me!

I'm a male. I use he/them pronouns. I like russian and ukrainian bands like Poshlaja Molli, Tri Dnya Dozdya, Mukka, 13 Karat, Dayte tank etc.

i love shoegaze, breakcore and alt rock.

i like coding and drawing stuff, i also love human health and biology :)

i play piano, drums and guitar.

i have a weird love towards elinaib.. ill never stop talking about them.

i have a little attachment problem and im socially awkward. its hard for me to approach and make friends. so if i overwhelm you please tell me :)

i think thats all...i dont really have a dni criteria but if there is anything to be spesific, if you are in shtwt or edtwt please dont interact. feel free to interact otherwise! :)

my fandoms, mo dao zu shi, tian guan ci fu, lost in the cloud, doukyuusei, aku no hana, persona 5/4/3, identity v, house md, twisted wonderland, mlcd, fionna and cake, alnst, madk ps. 1- if you play idv with me if i suddenly leave the team its because of self embarassment i felt (i flop a lot) 2- if you listen to tdd, pm, mukka, dayte tank, 13karat or anything similar, hmu. ♥
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first entry 16/01/24 - 23:00

3 days left to semester. i dont feel well . somethings wrong. i think. now im at a new high school. i barely made friends. i hate this. its like- no. i hate myself. i hate the fact that everytime i say im going to change im just... lying to myself. im nervous. i dont know why tho. just. theres something unsettling between me and people. whatever whatever. it was raining after school and i was waiting for bus. and then a girl approached me and held an umbrella for me. i was shocked. i dont know. most of the people would appreciate this but i felt weird. like. i get it now. its probably becase she showed me some "affection" that i was yearning for a long time. i didnt try to get affection so i never got. but today, this weird thing happened. we got on the bus. and when it was my stop i thanked the girl again. she might be a senior, or maybe a peer. but certainly not from my school. i guess. thats all for today. i will write again tmr, goodbye!

second entry 17/01/24 - 13:48

2 days left to semester and friday is the deadline of the drawing submission. today is also basak's birthday. i didnt go to school today because there wasnt any classes in the last week of school. well, it was so hard to convince my dad that there is NOT any classes but in the end, im at home now. my little bro got ill. he has a flu. ALSO!!! 3 DAYS LEFT TO JAN 20, LOST IN THE CLOUD'S SEASON 3 RELEASE DATE!! IM SO EXCITED!!!! i have to start learning html and i have to start drawing GAHHHH its so bothersome i just want to sleep!!!! ToT anyway i will continue writing here today bc im so early, so see u

third entry 18/02/24 - 16:45

WOAHAHHA HII THERE!!!!! ITS BEEEN A LOOOOOOOONG TIMWE SINCE I UPDATED MY SITEE LMAODOOD.. I HAH SOOO MANY THINGS TO DO IRL NGL. !! UPDATES!!!!

LOST IN THE CLOUD SASON 3 HAS BEEN RELEASED!!!!!

THE SEMESTER HOLIDAY IS OVER :/// I FOUND 2 BROTHERS AND A SISTER AND THEY ADOPTED ME LMFAOAOAO NOW ILL VISIT THEM EVERY SMUMER ^W^ EMIN AND ARDA BRITHER AND IREM SISSY IF UR READING THIS I LOVE U SM!!!!!!! i might have a gf now!!! I UPDATED THE SITE!!! still under construction tho.!! ill build my bio!! yeah!! these are all of the updates, sorry for not writing in a while ;--; i have literature quizz on tuesday but still didnt study and its already 5 pm........ i shall start studying after this!!! might update the site again today sometime, so bye for now!!!!

fourth entry 20/02/24 - 01:19

AGRHHH it has been a long day.. i had chemistry class and the teacher was throwing us chemical bottles with CHEMICALS INSIDE. IM SERIOUS. SHE WAS LITERALLY THROWING THEM US TO CATCH. WHatever........... i was also eating a bagel mmeantime. LOOK i grabbed a "toxic" bottle and acted like i was sprinkling some salt on it (it was stupid, i know) to joke with my friends and GUESS WHAT, I REALLY SPRINKLED THAT SALTY TOXIC THING THAT TEACHER FORBID US FROM TOUCHING (she threw anyway)- and yeah it got all over my hand so if i die next 24 hours ermm attend to my funeral pls.!! life update: my hair that i cutted for alyona finally grew like 4 cm. its been 5-6 months and i still cant get over her. why? website update: finally finished home page lmao. its not as good as other sites but still its okay for me!!! hey, if ur reading this, the secret order to press is 135642

fifth entry 19/11/25 -21:00

hey, its been a long time since i visited this site. actually, im visiting it to redo it because it sucks and one of my hotlinks is dead. anyway, its been a year and a lot of things have happened. my dad had a heart attack, i had to get a job again, i created a twitter account, i broke up with him etc etc etc. nothings important actually. and i also stopped trying to kill myself cause whats the point? anyway check out this elinaib fanfic i literally cried my ass off to. like. this is really beautiful omg. ao3 link here. warning, angst. btw, the video of the bacground of this site is a video i took when me and asia visited the big big aquarium in Anatolia. I love fish and owls.

19/11/25 - this site has been created.